Result out!!!

In the first place, didnt want to register for SMS for notification of result. But, earlier or later, i will still have to face it. Therefore, i registered for it before i went to bed last night.

Went out with friends today to spend the day outside so that i dont have to wait till 8pm or 12am for my results. However, my whole mind was still about my results n him :D and was looking at my watch the whole day.

Finally, it was 8pm. My phone did not ring at all even when im back to berwick station. While walking back to campus, we got notify that the result was out.

Facing my laptop and looking at the results, tears nearly rolled down. Called my mum and told her that i PASSED, i cried. haha

After i hung up the phone, the sms came in (which was so so late). haha

Though i didnt really do it well, im alrdy satisfy with the results. I know how much effort i put in. Having these results, it is alrdy very lucky of mi :) I promise to really study hard next sem. :)

I hope that he will do well as well.. :)

Good website for easy recipe

Found an excellent website: RasaMalaysia

Inside this website, it teaches simple dishes that can be prepared at home. The receipes recommended from vegetable to seafood.

Have tried Oyster sauce chicken today and it tasted quite good. But, it had similar taste to those i cooked in the past. Therefore, shall try something else that are more challanging :) HOwever, the people who eat it will have to bear with failure :)

Among the recipes, will be trying the following if possible:

1. Honey beef with sesame seeds
2. Lemon Chicken
3. Orange chicken
4. Bean curd sticks and pork ribs soup
5. Garlic Shrimp
6. Stir fried fish fillet with black bean sauce
7. Honey walnut shrimp
8. Sweet and sour crab

These are those that i will be looking forward to try. If i manage to cook it successfully, i shall prepare this meal for my parents who did not try my cooking skills at all :(

But at the moment, will wish that the person who i will be cooking for will like it :)

Shall start getting the necessary ingredients before school starts!! :)

Cuttie cat, Cooking day and missing him

"Cats always know whether people like or dislike them. THey do not always care enough to do anything about it." -Winifred Carriere

Went Laundry and saw this little cuttie running towards me and trying to make mi pamper it..

Thinking that it might be hungry, took biscuit for it to eat.. But, cats dont eat biscuit isnt it?? haha But, i am a person who dont eat proper meal, where am i suppose to find food for the cat.. :D

Den, tried to feed it with rice cracker. The cat loves it!! :D It nearly finished everything and went off after eating..

It is so so Fat and cute :D

I guess i began to like cats :)

Went to have a home cooked meal with classmates. Was cleaning the fish and squid. I realised that cleaning squid is really disguisting compare to cleaning fish!!! Imagine the eyes looking at you and you had to cut of his head and clear its internal.. OMG!! But, everything ended successfully :)

It was really easy to cook that. Learnt 2 new ways of cooking squid and fish :)

Actually since young, my dream is simple. All i wanted is to be a housewife and not a carrer woman. But sometimes im being force to choose the path that i dont want to go. I dreamed to manage the family well, prepared delicious food for my kids and husband and be a good housewife.

But sometimes there are things that stopped me from having this to come true. I know its stupid to have such dream. But, its something that i really want.

Shall taking up cooking lessons to improve my cooking skills :D

Talking about cooking, he came into my mind.. :)

Since the day he entered into the gate, already started to miss him. I know I was bad to do something that might caused trouble for him. But, just wanted to do it at that moment.

Seriously, dont ask me for reasons. There is no reason to miss someone. But, really missing that person every moment.

Never able to express myself well and ended up looking like an idiot or trouble maker. Sigh.. Thats the really really bad point about me :(

Korean food

Its been some time since i ate so so much food haha.. As a result, i gained 1kg from this meal..

Its not a good thing.. Will start my diet plan again tml :)

It tasted really good. HOwever, if i can have Korean BBQ, it will be perfect :) Misses those BBQ i had in Japan. They are just simply too good to be forget

I have come to realise that, i can really eat alot :) Shall i enjoy good food while i can or mind my weight and figure?? haha

男人哭了，是因為他真的愛了；女人哭了，是因為她真的放棄了

I guess this is it..
But, when a woman cry, does it really means that she is giving up or drain the sadness with tears and try to do her best again?

如果你不愛一個人，請放手，好讓別人有機會愛她。
如果你愛的人放棄了你，請放開自己，好讓自己有機會愛別人！
有的東西你再喜歡也不會屬於你的，有的東西你再留戀也註定要放棄的，
人生中有許多種愛，但別讓愛成為一種傷害。
有些緣分是註定要失去的，有些緣分是永遠都不會有好結果的，
愛一個人不一定要擁有，但擁有一個人就一定要好好的去愛他。
男人哭了，是因為他真的愛了；女人哭了，是因為她真的放棄了。
如果真誠是一種傷害，我選擇謊言；
如果謊言是一種傷害，我選則沉默；
如果沉默是一種傷害，我選擇離開。
如果失去是苦，你怕不怕付出，
如果迷亂是苦，你會不會選擇結束，
如果追求是苦，你會不會選擇執迷不悟，
如果分離是苦，你要向誰傾訴，
好多事情都是後來才看清楚，好多事情當時一點也不覺得苦，
然而我已經找不到來時的路。
有一種愛，明是深愛，卻說不出來，
有一種愛，明明想放棄，卻無法放棄，
有一種愛，明知是煎熬，卻又躲不開，
有一種愛，明知無前路，心卻早已收不回來
決定放棄你的那一刻我哭了，我的眼淚證明了我是真的很愛你。
我們永遠都不要提分手好嗎？
愛你不是遊戲。愛你是真心的。忘記你我做不到。
不管我們的解決是否完美，勾勾手指，說好不再分手。
什麼是勇氣？是哭著要你愛我，還是哭著讓你離開。
男人的自信來自一個女人對他的崇拜，
女人的高傲來自一個男人對她的傾慕。
永遠不要栽培你愛的男人，你把他栽培的太好，結果只有兩個：
他從此看不起你或他給人偷了。
追求一個人的手法不需要太聰明，但離開的手法必須聰明絕頂！
為什麼我們總是不懂得珍惜眼前人？
在未可預知的重逢裏，我們以為總會重逢，總會有緣再會，
總以為有機會說一聲對不起，
卻從沒想過每一次揮手道別，都可能是訣別，
每一聲歎息，都可能是人間最後的一聲歎息。
也許愛情只是因為寂寞，需要找一個人來愛，即使沒有任何結局。
傷口是別人給與的恥辱，自己堅持的幻覺。
很多人不需要再見，因為只是路過而已。
遺忘就是我們給彼此最好的紀念
愛可以是一瞬間的事情，也可以是一輩子的事情。
每個人都可以在不同的時間愛上不同的人。
不是誰離開了誰就無法生活，遺忘讓我們堅強。
人這樣的生物，仔細一看，原來是傷痕累累的。
是否被愛，每個人有不同的感受。
重尋舊夢的代價往往是我們付不起的。
人世間的幸福，總會令人好看一點。因為微笑，我才瞭解愛。
感情被懂，是一種幸福
等待著被懂，是一種孤獨

Hair cut day

Wanted to change a new hairstyle. But, seems like the hairstylist did not manage to do a good job :( Colored my hair as well.. No more red hair.. haha.. Somwhow it looks like yellow!!! ah lian!! hahaha

Just hope that the color will fade away soon enough..

Tml goin clayton to get some ingredients to bake cake :) 1st attempt.. i suppose its goin to be fun :)

Feel like eating bee hoon soup.. :( craving for food these few days.. too free i guess.. haha

Actually, been trying to make myself busy the whole day. But, seems to fail.. haha.. Been afraid that i cant sleep at night and been trying to make myself awake and tire during the day...

shopping day

Got this bracelet from Chadstone.. What i am really impressed was the packaging. This is the 1st time in Aussiss where they packed it so nicely :)

This is made in INdia.. At last not something made in China haha.. It looks like a red packet isnt it? But, i just simply like it cause its red in color :) Though it look rather weird but its not really that bad.

However, when im back to hostel, i realised that its somehow abit too big. Abit too much allowance.. haha S/M abit tight though.. But as i grow fat fast, getting something too tight might waste my money in the end.. haha

Iphone 55K quotes

Downloaded this app "55K Quotes". There are alot of meaningful quotes in it. Below are some which I like:

"Smile, even if it's a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile."

"The only thing that will make you happy is being happy with who you are, and not who people thing you are."


Reading these quotes let me reflect alot of things. But, thoughts are still not sorted out yet. I know I am stupid. But, this weakness is still in me regardless of how many times i had been hurt or made a mistake.